8dpt FET

So...the boobs are still sore, my back not as sore or achy and things are tasting wierd to me. Boobs don't hurt anymore than yesterday. They are just tender on the sides but more so when i have my bra on. I have been crampy as well. I'm tired tonight but not exhausted. I'm also very easily irritated. Much like when AF is coming but hoping it's from the progesterone.

Last nights PIO shot killed my ass. I've been in pain all day. i have been camped out on my couch for like an hour on the heating pad and it hasn't really helped. Ugh...i will be glad when i can give them up but i just hope it's not for a while. Even though they suck.

Lovenox shots still sting like a biotch but I have learned how to give them to myself with minimal bruising. Another shot i will be happy to give up but not just yet.

So even though i have these symptoms i am still not very hopeful that it worked. I just don't see myself peeing on a stick and seeing a + come up. I'm not if i'll ever see that.

Beta is supposed to be tomorrow but there is a storm coming so i'm sure i'll not get there so i have it also scheduled for thursday. Maybe tomorrow i'll pee on a stick if AF doesn't show. I know the PIO is supposed to keep your AF at bay but i know of alot of women who have gotten AF even while on it. I have a new box of FRER's that i'm hesitant to open because i'll be getting a beta. If i'm not pregnant i'll just use them on our "on a break and don't give a crap anymore and will only test if AF is late" cycles.

So until tomorrow....