Monday, February 8, 2010

7dp FET

And...my back is killing me!! WTF?!?!?!?!?! Seems like AF is just about to show but the damn PIO shots are prob stopping the inevitable.

I am still trying to be hopeful as my boobs starting hurting today for the first time???? This is weird but again..could be the PIO. I've never been on it so i can't tell what is a new or not. All i know is my boobs would hurt during the whole time i took prometrium up until 2 days before AF was due and then they'd stop. Seems like the opposite is happening this time lol...oh i have to laugh or i'd just break down and cry. Is this really my life? Will i ever get a BFP?

We are supposed to have a storm this wed (beta day) so it may be pushed to thursday. One more day of torture. One more day of taking these damn shots that i absolutely despise!! I figured it would work this month because i don't want to do the shots. I always seem to get what i don't want. Boo....

Darn back...hate that it's hurting right now. Googled it and of course there are women that get back pains during the 2ww and still get their bfp so do i still hold out hope? YES!!!! Of course. Because i'm stupid. Why would this be a bfp? It feels like every other month where i've gotten a BFN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can you tell i'm a bit cranky too? Really hope thats the meds as well. Feck my life..

1 comment:

jeanna said...

don't get discouraged, it is going to happen! I believe it!