Wednesday, December 16, 2009

day 7 and

It's over...went to the bathroom and there is bright red spotting now. My back stopped hurting as much today & i started getting my hope back. Coming home to this has been an absolute shock. I can't believe this might be AF and it's early. That or it's the progesterone irritating the cervix. Def not geting a bfp this month. I am so disappointed i don't know what to say....I can't even post what 7dp7dt is doing because it just doesn't feel right...it's all about the fetus developing. Ugh..i am going to go curl up and cry my eyes out now. I just don't understand why we have to go through this. It just doesn't make any sense.

Beta is Friday for those of you who have asked. I was going to try to keep it private so that i could tell dh and our families first but knowing this is coming to an end what's the difference now....

2 comments:

Kristin (kekis) said...

I'm sorry. :( I know that doesn't help at all. It sucks and there's nothing good about it. I won't go blowing smoke up your butt, but I wish it was a different outcome.

J said...

Hell to the no! I refuse to believe this is not going to be your month. Have you POAS yet? Oh honey, I hope beyond hope that that you get some good news on Friday. ((hugs))