Day 4

4dpt.. Implantation process continues and morula buries deeper in the lining

As you can see today is another important day. My embyro's are still burying themselves into my lining. Yesterday I didn't have that much cramping but I was nauseous twice. I woke up this am in a good mood even though i woke up at 5am from a bad dream. I was fighting with DH..hate those kind of dreams. I've been having weird dreams these past 2-3 nights. I think i've got alot on my mind.

I wish i had more cramping as i know its a good sign so we'll see what today brings.

Have to do some food shopping and then nothing the rest of the day. I don't plan on doing anything. I have a long week this week!!!

Some people have asked if i'll test early...dh and i spoke about it yesterday. If we were we'd test a day before the beta or perhaps the morning off. I'm just so scared. I don't want to see one line. We deserve 2. Doubt has crept in for both of us at this point. I wish it hadn't but it's there.

God if you are listening please, please, please give us our christmas miracle..amen.