Some test results

I got my TSH, PTT, lupus coag & another one that i can't think of right now but they are all normal so far. I prob won't get the BIG results until monday. Ugh..i wish i could just get them already!!

Is it crazy that i feel like i might get pregnant this month? I know in my head that's it's crazy but i just feel this way this month. I will be upset i'm sure if it doesn't happen but not surprised.

It's getting easier to deal with pregnant co-worker since our talk. Today i got a bit upset as she was talking about buying pregnancy clothes and having to drink a virgin daiquri when she's at disney next week. Some things still sting but at least i can go to work without feeling down and wanting to run out of there every second. She's been alot better since the talk so i have to give her that much. I told her the only thing i couldn't see or didn't want to see was the u/s pics. I don't need to see them to know she's preg. She's still smoking but not as much and still eating shit food. That's upsetting to see but i have to remember these choices she's making will not effect my life it'll effect her's & she'll have to live with the choices she makes.

Watched sons of Anarchy season 2 pilot tonight and it was awesome. So glad the fall shows are on again. I know have something to look forward to at night.

Starting the leadership program next week. It's a 9 mos course one day a month. I got the acceptance on the day i got my period that told me iui #6 didn't work...yup i ended up with the 9mos i didn't want...blech... But i am a firm believer that things happen for a reason and it'll help me focus on something other than IF. So i am welcoming it now...

Tomorrow night i'll officially be a football widow...i hate football. Oh well it makes dh happy and it'll help him as well.

Hope all you ladies are doing well!!