Sunday, September 20, 2009

Day 28...

Amazingly enough i feel better from yesterday. I woke up this morning actually joking with dh. He was happy to see me feeling better and so am i.

AF is due today. I did my suppository applicator check and it came out clean so i'm not sure when she'll rear her ugly head but now that screws up my u/s for tomorrow. I'll have to cancel it if she doesn't show today. I'm on a natural cyle so i'm not sure what'll it'll do after a month of meds. This week i'll start clomid. I hope i don't get the clomid crazies. I'd rather do this than inject myself. I'll leave that to ivf.

Good news is i can take a loan from my 401k for the ivf and it's only a pay back of like $90 a month. So unless dh's father can pay for it we'll be ok with this. There is no penalty to pay it back and we want to pay it with our tax refund. So all we have to do is figure out how much we'll need to take out as you can only take out 1 loan a year so we have to be careful with how much we take. I don't want to be pissed that i didn't take enough out.

I feel better about all of this now.....but i still never want to relive yesterday. That was just awful.
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jeanna said...

I just read yesterday's and todays posts. I am so sorry it was so hard for you. I would have acted the SAME way, I've been very depressed recently too. It is hard to get yourself out of the funk, and how do you learn to live with it? It is so easy to say we've got to get over other peoples success (of course we would never wish this IF pain on anyone), but how do we learn to live with this? I think if someone could figure it out they would make a ton of money....anyway, GL with your next cycle I hope AF shows up on time and doesn't interfere with your u/s...looks like we will be on the same cycle days if my AF shows up tomorrow like she should.

September 20, 2009 at 7:10 AM

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