6dpiui

I'm bored so i decided to blog...lol

So today i've had AF like cramps again and i'm so very crabby....dh says i'm pregnant as i'm really bustin his balls alot lately and AF isn't coming until next week hahaha....usually like 4 days before iui comes i'll have no patience...AF will hopefully not show but it's 8 days away and i've been crabby for 2 days now. So........i don't know. I will def be happy if she didn't show. Moving onto ivf is so scary to me...financially and the whole procedure. I just hope to god i don't have to do it.

I've decided that if i'll test it'll be the day before the beta which is Monday the 24th. That way i can jump up & down and be excited then go to work and try to not let it out of the bag. Or.....be very upset and cry alot without anyone at work knowing. ugh...especially not the pregnant one. I have to deal with her 4 days this week. Hopefully she won't have any u/s pics at her desk because i will tell her it's very insensitive and i don't need her u/s pic to prove she's pregnant.

God please give me a child before she starts really showing (she's starting to show already as it's her 3rd) I really really really really really would appreciate it. I just can't go through seeing her belly grow each day without having it happen for me & dh. We are the ones that deserve it rather than most of the people that it happens for. Like her!!!! Ugh...ok like I said i'm very crabby so i'll end here.