So i got up this morning and thought i'm going to test because i want to get this over with. I am still not sleeping well and I am having wierd dreams like every night. I'm peeing more than I usually do but I have the dreaded lower back pain....so i know this cycle didn't work. The test this morning just proved that point. I know my body and I'm pretty sure i'll know when i'm pregnant. Even with 4 good follies and ALOT of good sperm I still can't get pregnant.
Well we are on a long break now which makes me so sad. I wish we could win some $$ to do all the ivf's I want!! Thing is the longer i wait the less chance i have of becoming pregnant due to my age (35 soon to be 36 in nov) so that really sucks....but there's nothing we can do...we just don't have the money...bleh...i'm just hoping dh's new job he's hopefully getting has some coverage...
My bfn doesn't compare to the pain that a fellow nestie is going through so i'm not going to dwell on it as it really is trivial in the scope of things...i hope a miracle happened that night. Praying for a good outcome for baby Annaleigh....the candle is for her.
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Oh no! Well it's not over quite yet! 12 days post is stil early.
IVF is really expensive, but worth it in the end. I know you will find a way if this cycle is a bust (which you can't think yet!)
That is so said about Annaleigh:( I will be thinking of her too.
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