Thursday, August 20, 2009

10dpiui

Or 11 depending on when you count from....today i had a burning sensation in my stomach and still do pretty much off and on. No real AF cramps yet but they usually start 4 days before AF which will be tomorrow. Boobs aren't hurting as much either....still peeing more than usual but overall I def feel like this cycle is a bust....

I'm so mad right now...how the hell can it not work?? I really felt like this was my cycle. Do i feel different this cycle...at times...but then the familiar feelings/cramps/backache/lack of sore boobs comes creeping back...i just feel so defeated at this point.

I guess ivf it is...but i need to take a few months off to save up the $$ for it...so it'll prob not be until feb. Which makes me very sad....

5 comments:

K8e said...

it's not over yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep positive! Peeing is a great sign!

Can't wait till your POAS!

Hopeful34 said...

thanks K8...we'll see monday!! I'm really hoping!!

J said...

Don't give up yet! Check this link: http://whosayslifeisfair.blogspot.com/2009/04/go-figure.html
These stats made me feel better when I was testing early. Good luck!

Hopeful34 said...

J-thanks for the link...i'm not going to test until maybe sunday which will day before trigger and i'm only using cheapie dollartree tests as i usually end up getting my period day of beta...how nice. If anything happens i'll be sure to post!! thanks again!!

jeanna said...

I hate that you've lost the hope, sometimes each month that is the only thing that keeps me going. You never know you could get surprised!!! I will be thinking about you this weekend!! GL!