SO the last 2 times I tried using them and when I stood up...it all came out. I just don't know how the hell you are supposed to use them!!! PLUS I read if they are not in correctly they can close off your cervix and I am having that. SO they were a bust.... glad they were only $7. Prob the cheapest thing I have bought on this IF journey.
So now i am past the O stage and in the 2ww. I have a birthday party for my 2yr old nephew today and I am looking forward to it even though a girl that is 24, not married, not living with the guy, and just started dating him 6mos ago is pregnant and apparently doesn't shut up about it, is going to be there. AND they weren't trying to prevent it from happening. Can you believe it? I said congrats you have been given a miracle as i have been trying for 3 yrs. The first thing she says is "Have you thought about adopting??" I wanted to punch her through the computer. Fertiles just have no idea. I just hope she shuts up for my sake. Or I just may have to tell her to. I think my mom would prob help me out in that dept though. She will see it's bothering me and say something to her on the side.
Tomorrow is Easter and my SIL will be there with her 2 mos old baby. I am going to hold him as much as I can in hopes that the old wive's tale (when your around babies you get pregnant) comes true. I hope I can manage to hold it together. It's my dh that i'm worried about. He just hasn't been able to be around people that are pregnant or has babies lately. This journey is taking it's toll on him.
BUT we are both very positive that the new dr will have success with us as it's as good for her as it is for us. She needs to have success rates to get her business out there. She's been doing it for 3.5 yrs and has had a lot of success. Mostly with ivf's but we're hoping with iui's..........
Happy Easter everyone!!
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IF is so unfair! And sorry about the instead cups, that sucks.
Happy Easter!
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