AF has arrived

This sucks. She came this morning. I am so flippin crampy too. I have been since Sunday for goodness sake. Yesterday I was so pissy. I went off on 2 people at mvp & sort of on my new RE's nurse. I got a call frm Ascend pharmacy that menopur still hasn't been approved. They told me it they weren't sure if it was mvp or my dr. SO of course I called mvp. The dumass on the other side of the phone told me they didn't have anything/request for menopur. I told him to check again and tried to explain to him what ascend had told me. Well the jerk talked over the top of me and kept telling me they had nothing. Finally he agreed to check again. I lost the call so I decided to call my dr. The nurse answered and she tried to explain that they only got the pre-authorization from mvp today. But I was so frustrated that she handed the phone to the dr (per the dr's request as she heard the whole thing) She told me to not get upset with them as it's not their fault and told me that if need be they would give me meds to use and not to get myself upset. So now i'm thinking..bad start with the new RE. Not good. So i apologized and emailed the nurse to apologize to her also. She accepted my apology. But, still..i mean i don't think i was mean to her...just a little snippy. So then I called mvp back again to make sure they got the form and the girl had an instant attitude like she'd be sitting next the the douche I talked to before & heard it all. She was a total bitch. i told her i may need my meds by Friday and is there anyway to have them rushed (still being very nice to her) and she said NOPE!!! With a real tude so I said Thanks for being so F'n sensitive and as I was hanging up the phone i said BITCH!! I couldn't believe how she was treating me & couldn't beleive how I reacted so of course I started crying.

Then AF came this morn so I called to make my baseline appt at 9am....it wasn't until 1:30 before I got a call back and it was from the dr. I got my appt but I was so stressed about her not calling me back. I needed to tell work... then a call from Ascend. My meds were approved.

So it ended well.. i should have known that it would all work out in the end but I was so stressed and now i feel like my fsh is going to be through the roof again....FECK!!!

I guess i'll see tomorrow. I'm hoping its like an 8 or something..hahaha....