His blood sugar level has come down quite a bit but it's still up there. This am he woke up and it was 186...should be alot lower than that after fasting all night. He is very depressed about every aspect of his life. He hates his job and they are cutting hours which is cutting $$ which puts more stress on him. He doesn't understand why we are not getting pregnant and now he can't eat what he wants. Eating brings him alot of joy. He says it's his only vice now that i made him quit pot (5 years ago), cigarettes and chew tabacco...now food's been taken from him. He is so depressed that I am thinking about telling him to start smoking again!! He is going to lose about 50 pds to get him down to 190 & hopefully that will counteract the onset of diabetes (if he doesn't have it already) His mom keeps telling him not to go to the dr yet...to give it a few more days. I'm not so sure.....there's no talking to him.
I think it'll be better in the long run for our babymaking and when I told him that he got a glimp of hope in his face. So the more i talked about that the more he felt better about it. So his new plan is to lose the weight by ways of a low carb mostly protein diet. He'll stick to it as well I know him. He's done it before. I feel so bad for him....
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