12 dpiui

I was going to test this morning.. but then I felt AF like cramps and couldn't do it. I just couldn't do it. The thought of seeing a negative test would have just ruined my day. My boobs don't hurt either.....All signs that AF is coming. After all I went through this cycle I really thought it was going to work. I know i haven't gone through alot of my other IF friends but I can't help but feel like I deserved to get preg this month!! I mean who else can say they got a speculum stuck in their vag!!! Who else can say the u/s tech tried to check their tonsils?? I don't think anyone can. LOL...may as well laugh about it right.

Symptoms are: tired, crampy, gassy & lower backache. Boooooooooo

So I am not going to test...nope. I won't give in. I have a feeling AF will be here before beta anyway so it would just be a waste of time.