BFN

AF showed up 4 days early this month. So on to IUI #2.. i was really hoping not to have to do this again. It seemed like all the stars were aligned. I was ovulating on my 3rd year anniversary, a friend of mine called me out of the blue and told me she had a dream I was pregnant, my 35th birthday was the day I could test to find out. Turns out AF decided to come the day before my bday. So i guess I should be glad it didn't come on my bday as that would have ruined it for me. I have said I wanted to be pregnant before I turn 35. Now i guess my new wish is to be pregnant during my 35 year of life.

I finally told my mom tonight and she cried. I felt so bad. She doesn't agree with messing with fate but she was more upset that I have to put myself through all this crap. We just sat and cried. It was nice to get it out.

Well i'll end for now. Will post closer to iui.