New plan!!

So we are now thinking about going back to do a few more IUI's. We have picked a new dr called Westchester Reproductive. We are going for a consult on 3/27. I hate the thought of going back to doing injectables and doing another iui. I just wish I could pg on my own. That way i know it was def meant to be. I am taking wheatgrass pills and powder and dh is now on fertilaid. Anything should help at this point I guess. Found out 2 more people are pg and it's so disturbing. One girl has been with her bf for less than 6mos and they weren't trying to prevent pgncy. It just makes me so sick that some people are so not deserving of a child yet they have no problems getting pg. I wonder sometimes if god doesn't think i'll be a good mother or if we just can't afford to have a child. But financially we are better off than alot of people and they can all get pg. Just sucks... guess i'm just feeling down cuz now we have to go back to an RE. I was really hoping we'd get pg during this break. Oh well...waiting for AF to come on the 28th then waiting for the April cycle to start to go start on IUI #4. Bleh bleh bleh