Saturday, February 7, 2009

Feel like something is missing...

I am so bored not having IF to think/worry about. Sounds rediculous but I miss having to take my shots, get u/s etc... I keep saying to myself to relax and enjoy this time off but it's hard. I have stayed away from the bump which i think is a good thing. It's hard to follow nesties and then see them move over to the SAIF board and you are still stuck on the TTTC board. I am happy for these nesties but it makes me really sad and anxious. It puts more stress on me to get pg so I'm glad i'm not following the boards anymore.

On a better note we are picking paint colors for our house. I can't wait to paint the livingroom. I want to start putting pics up on the walls and making our house more of a home. We have been in our house for a yr and a half but we've had so many other things to do and $$ has been tight. Now it's even tighter but at least i don't have to worry about $$ for IF treatments for awhile.

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