Well as I'm sure you guessed the beta was negative. The RE wants a consult to discuss our next step. I tell my nurse there is no next step. I'm done...at least for now. I need a few months off. Then we will go back but to a new dr.
We are planning on taking a break to reconnect with each other. Our 3 years of marriage has been all about other things other than our marriage. The first year was great. Not trying for kids but not stopping it from happening. 2nd year we spent most of that at dh's parents while waiting to find a house. It was torture to say the least. AND dh's youngest brother got his girlfriend prg for the 2nd time while we were all living there. I couldn't get preg it had to be her right? SO the stress was unbearable at times. We basically don't count that year. 3rd year was all about fertility treatments. So it's taken a toll. It's boring and relations have been mechanical. So we are forgetting all about babymaking for now and we are concentrating on ourselves. I am so excited. We are going to travel. Take long weekends away, work on the house etc... all the things we have neglected to do due to this IF crap. So i will blog here and there just to get my feelings down. But I am taking a break from the bump as it's just a constant reminder.
So so long for now....
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