Disappointed...

My meds were supposed to come today but they didn't as they haven't been approved yet and then I find out that I have to take progesterone suppositories YUCK!!! It's bad enough that this whole battle to get pregnant has ended with doing injectables..something i just never saw myself doing..i'm all about "things happen or don't happen for a reason" and now i feel like i'm tempting fate. My mother is totally against doing anything like this so i can't even tell her what's going on. Just having a blah day today...and I have bad cramps i think I am ovulating..better get bd'ing again tonight..but I'm just sooooo tired..this process is starting to take it's toll..